She thinks, "Hey, how did I come to this?"

How she wishes it was different. She prays to God most every night. And though she swears He doesn't listen. There's still a hope in her He might.

Does anyone have a hole at least 10 feet deep available for me to crawl in and die? Or at least reside in for a few weeks? Because that would be very much appreciated right about now...it would have been better at approximately 8:25 pm last night, but now works too. Thanks.